Just had to post this photo, 'cos I think it's such a stand-out photo from the editorial Elle Italiano, December 2009. Intennnnse.

Had insomnia last night. It's terrible to want to sleep but just cannot sleep.

Mmm I feel kinda retarded practising popping to Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis while clicking away, surfing the net. I hope my sister don't catch me doing it. HAHAHA. DAMN DUMB.

GOGO YUTING FOR TOMORROW!

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.

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( Screencaps from Bloody Monday )

Photography withdrawal syndrome.
Need DSLR so bad.
Completed Bloody Monday Season 1 j-dorama.
Last training = good.
I sprint like a snail.
Physics homework.
Snorlax physics problem.
Pineapple Vinegar.
Need to study.
Haven't watched movie 2012.
Sketch, doodle, scribble.
Cheese kimchi instant noodles.
Over the rain～ひかりの橋.
Insecurity.
Irrationality.
Ambivalence.

...Good night.

P.S. I'll reply to comments soon.

My life's officially boring and slack-ish. Fortunately I enjoy it way more this way as opposed to it being draggy and slave-ish.

So, as if getting caught up in some mundane fandoms weren't enough, I went ahead and dove into more fandomz! I am now in love with countless characters that don't even exist!!!!!!!!!!!!! They range from an impeccably gentlemanly suave-looking guy, to a vampire that happens to be a vampire-slayer as well(talk about cliches, tsh), to a reallllly smart genius con-man, to a super adorable blond-haired cutie, to a hard-macho-guy-on-the-outside-but-softie-on-the-inside. WHAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN-----

Now I have to check for updates to mangas/dramas/etc ceeeeeaselesssllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Even though I do know some of them have a fixed release schedule. OOOORLYIAMSUCHAFOOOOOL.

On a side note, I suddenly remember being weaned off from Naruto Shippuden (the anime) when Dattebayo stopped releasing the torrents. It wasn't a pleasant experience D: I hope that doesn't happen to any of my current pursuits. Nggh.

Ahhhh I should stop letting all these imaginary people ham up my expectations of real human beings!!!!! Ohnoez @cynical me. And nowwwww for piczzzz! First two characters have almost the same hairstyle. Care to guess who they are? (Comments screened.)



Forgive me for the fangirly ranting, heh heh.

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Ack, been feeling kinda sickly today- headaches, feverishy, lack of appetite, aches. Thank goodness I feel better after one cupful of herbal tea and 1000mg of paracetamol. My body's seized by muscle aches of both my arms/shoulders and my legs. Meeh. I lack appetite today so ate only about half a portion of instant noodles, two tangyuans with beancurd till now. Wondering if I'm going to be able to eat dinner... ): I feel shitty.

Ah, finished 91 chapters of Liar Game today, heh thanks Wayne for recommendation. It's not bad. Ending off with an amusing quote and a cute photo of Mr Obama:


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"Whatever women do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily this is not difficult."

- Charlotte Whitton